Jan 20, 2011

Sad

Dad passed away very unexpectedly last Thursday. I'm not sure how I am or how I should be. It's hard to fall apart inside while outwardly trying to be a support to my children, my mom, and my brothers. I don't know how to do it.

People mean well when they say that it will get easier or that it will be okay, but I don't see how that's entirely true. I went back to work today so "normal" has seeped back in, but it was anything but normal. "Normal" kept me busy and distracted, but it didn't take away the moments that made me feel like "normal" was anything but that.

"Normal" needs to find a new place to call home.

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